I found myself in a position these days where I needed to choose what’s the best me and my team for the next years. I had the choice between keeping what I created with La Moulade or start a new adventure with one of our Client. This kind of decision is quite important and this was the first time of my life when I had to take it.

I’m sitting on my desk, watching all people watching the deepness of their screen. Actually I’m doing it as well while I’m writting this post. I made my choice actually but there is days like this one where I’m guessing why I spend my time here ?

You feel so much freedom when you do what you love, what you are passionate about … Why am I here ? Well, I do know but I guess the question is why I chose the easiest way where I had the capacity to the same thing … Sorry to complain, butI didn’t started and I already feel tired. I wonder how long I’ll fit into this system.

I’m sitting all night on my bed and after 10min on my computer I fell literally asleep. How can I take time writing here if I can’t stand awake more than 10min. I need a desk, not only because I will be able to sit but also to have the right to have a desk lamp. I need a desk because my books don’t like to be used as a bedside table. I need a desk, … a black one.

It’s funny how things happen sometimes all in one time. All ideas, sentiments are here but not express. And when all these hidden feelings came out, it starts to be really interesting. This night I came to an unexpected true moment that I will never forget.

Working hard is something but working hard for some reason is the big thing. With Martin we found a way after school to do what we love in a country we didn’t know. We knew that it will be hard but we came there also with lot’s of questions. Of course at this time we were just dreaming like crazy conquerors ! “My dear Queen, here we come” !

It was not easy to put some words on what we tried to express this night it has to be true, deep and without accessorises – ok maybe 2 or 3 beers, it always help – and it was.

I will not tell you what was said that night and how did it goes but it was something I will remember all my life as one of the discussion who had a huge impact on who I am.

I’m here for that and I’m here because of that.

Even if you do nothing more than sit on the bus some funny can happen. Its freezing outside. I’m sitting in the bus going to Clerkenwell and the more people joining me, the less we can see on all windows. The funny thing is to discover all “interesting” drawings the past night we can see on all windows. Very creative. I can counts 2 faces, 4 dicks and a little horse. All other drawings seems to be a bit more chaotic. Happy Monday morning.

What a wonderfull impression to be lost on something you love the most. Biscuits was what I would die for when I was a child. I now am in my house enjoying a time spending with my corn flakes bowl.
It’s good to be home.

A story where you can become what you want to be.
I’m Charly and this is an honest part of myself.
Nothing to sell, nothing to hide.